ive gotten intot he bad habit of not being able to watch anything or even study without food D: i have my legal textbooks and laptop open surrounded by fooddd, Don't be surprised if I'm obese by the end of the hsc.

Assessments are piling uppppp

 

can't even enjoy the last ever cross country carnival on next thurs because i have assessments to worry about :/:/:/ 

mum cant send me to school tmr therefore instead of getting up at 9:15 (sleep in) i have to get up at 8:55 and walk to station + catch train + walk to school le cryy, 20 minutes = so mucchh

i love fellow hsc students' views on the leap year. Leap year = one day of extra study for HSC = our advantage. Except i've already wasted that day lolol

my mum was pmsing and now i cant go crossover fmmmllll. >: ( $5 week fuuuuuu oh well next time hopefully but fuuuuu.

Juniors stop fking using our senior appliances, BOILING WATER FOR CUP NOODLES ARE FOR US ONLY umad? you should be.

the australian home loans guy in the youtube ads is kinda annoying, and has an over the top australian accent.

my friend told me to watch 5 Centimeters Per Second apparently it's really sad. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. school tomorrow/today urghhhh actually need to do a lot of work this week if not im screweeeddd, another busy week aheaddd! i swear every week in year 12 seems action packed (with homework/ events) so both good and bad :)

twassss pretty hot today and my left shoulder hurts from carrying all my gear around on one shoulder for the whole dayyy. ehhhh i got first preference reserve (I think that's considered part of the team O.o), pretty happy with my performance I only played one singles on a surface that I wasn't used to and have never played on before and i won that match against one of the most consistant players who was on the team last year soooo yeah. And i also got a higher preference than someone who had made the team last year 8D and also considering i was one the inexperienced player in the team  by far im pretty content. I would've been devo but the top 4 players all deserve it fair and square and everyone who tried out were pretty cool, I bonded with people from other grades lololol considering we were waiting around more than playing. Pretty fair team 8D the team of 4 = yr 12,11,10 and 9 hahah. Girls didnt have try outs because only 6 signed up and the team has 6 spots lmfaoo.

After year 12 and when i enter uni i think i really will miss being in a unified 'grade'where everyone knows each other and you see everyone everyday. In lectures theres always different people and theres far too many people for you to know all of them. At school now i have close friends and not so close friends, and i think i'll miss those not so close friends, because at uni they don't exist... Or i may be completely and utterly wrong lololl

DOn't feel like moving or doing anything i'll see if I muster the strength to do some legal research.

yes i am watching kshows at this hour. OMG lee sena actually cried legit non scripted tears on wgm :S:S:S Eunhyuk you only choose eun so because she's prettier :( MBC new episodes of wgm PLOOXXX im really paranoid at the amount of scripting on shows now, because now that i see it i realise practically anything could be scripted from what they say to what they do etc etc. SENA WHY YOU SO NICE TO HIM FOR after he made you cry okay maybe thats scripted considering they ended up being with the same people as they began with but still. Oh speaking of crying i hate seeing girls cry whether they're my friends or randoms in public it's soo sad and you want to help but dont know how/can't any guy who knows how to comfort a girl without being an awkward turtle- i salute you sir. Im taking this wayyy too seriously... okay goodnight :X

A look into my legal classes :)

loooong day today all 6 periods and an added double economics lesson into lunch, pretty tired atmmm but must soldier on and start my legal researchinggg. Our legal lessons are full of dnm's and gossip between our class and our teacher like today we were gossiping about other teachers and how some teachers got fired and whether or not we get the 'extra' teachers from other schools.  And one time we were talkng about parental obligations and for the mother we were talking about breast feeding and I think someone asked about how breastfeeding works after pregnancy and with adopted children. SOOO miss goes off on a bit of a tangent and tells her own real life story about breastfeeding and how her sister- when she was pregnant was able to shoot milk from her boob 4 metres, and we were all like DAFUQ tmi miss TT_TT.

I had something else to say but it has slipped my mind. Anywayssss tennis trials tmr wish me luckk guyysss!! i'll be so devo if i don't make it i swearrr.

Wasn't really a big fan of miss A butt their new album!! lips is soo goodd fuuarr, for like the first time i like the majority of songs on an album. Touch is a bit :/ though, maybe it'll grow on me.

could've gone home early today but i stayed back to play HANDBALL like a bosss along with practically all of the other year 12's hahah just look good old times :) yes handball is still cool :) especially since we play in year 12 making us hipster lolol idk what I'm on about. goodbye.

currently addicted to know your name- Jay park. FUUARRR the 'playing with fire dance' is sooo hotttt even more than troublemaker. >:)

here are some photos :)

9pm nightime eating at meet fresh in our school uniforms, yeaahhh we're cool. It was my first time hearing about and eating at meet fresh haha it was pretty good! We didn't finish it though.

 ^yeahhh mango, red bean and tarooo you guisee jelly? :D

END RESULT DEMOLITION :D it kinda melted and became a vomit like sludgy porridge haha, still tasted good though. Yes we are asian and Yes we are messy eaters.

^So the day was mostly spent chillin- can't tell if eyes closed or open... lolol

followed by more chillinnn :D we're all tired after school ahahah. so comfy righhtss? :D

wwowow it's 5 of my friends' birthdays today! :D hbd to all of them :) fuuarrr people are turning 18 im still only 16... O.o

I CANT FIND MY HARRY POTTER BOOKS they used to make nice collection on my bookshelf and now they're GONNNEE my mudduhhh always denies having anything to do with lost items, but then in the end she seems to magically find them. -fu face-

What a long/short week that was, short because it's already friday and ive done so many fun things this past 5 days but when i think about it valentines day seemed like ages ago but it was only on tuesday! :S:S

LOL i just realised i love how teachers censored themselves in year 7/8/9 when we heard sex it was like ewwwwwwwwww and the occasional slip of tongue swear would result in the whole class becoming enveloped in embarassed chatter. Now i hardly go through a period without the teacher swearing 'shit' seems to be the most common. It's so used in context i don't even notice it anymore until im like 'wait a minute' teachers never used to be lke this. hahah.

YES no mentoring next week with the worst possible teacher you can have for mentoring, because i have tennis try outs woot woot. I think im just going to jig the mentoring sessions from now on i really don't like him...

anyways ciaaoo. better not rain tmr.

yesterday trekked out to eastwood to celebrate SL's birthday woot wooooot. Was great didn't get to see the park though and my legs hurt because i havent run that fast in a long time, lol sad life. Been going out everyday after school so far this week. i went to parra today w/ R & L to buy a present kekeke we're such trolls :) buttt urghh seems like im going out heaaaps more in year 12 than previous years, and I'm slowly running out of funds to support all these birthdays/eating FOOD COSTS SO MUCH like omg bought a green tea slushie/smoothie/ drink at mother crepes $4.20 gone, buttt so delisshhh need my allowanceee asappp.

LOL we were meant to verse ruse in tennis next friday but we havent even had trials yet, so we had to postpone, unorganised school hahaha.

last forever alone high school valentines day everrr LOLOLOLOL What's kinda funny/sad are the troll librarians at parra library seeing the collective bunch of foreveralone high school students diligently studying at the library and decide to hand out/ leave on tables- "I <3 library" stickers with a massive red love heart. Didn't get much studying done since i came kinda late so just ended up talking- cheery librarian comes over "don't worry on a day like this if no one else does the library loves you" we just laughed at this sad/true/troll fact. Oh well at least i wasnt completely alone foreveralone + foreveralone = forever together? :D frrieenddsss ily lol.

Why thank you parramatta library, much appreciated :) thanks for reinforcing the fact (Y)

on the train back home was so into troublemaker whistling that i didnt even notice my phone slip out of my pocket and almost left it on the public train. Thankfully a high schooler noticed and told me before i stepped out of the train, thank goodd, because you know valuable items left on public transport especially trians on western line = gg gone forever. Yeah i've had personal experience with wallets before.

Trekking out to eastwood tomorrow yyeaahhhhh funfun, will be home late so gotta get off computer as soon as i publish this post! rigghhttt. now.

Year 12 epiphanies~

Year 12 i realise:
- It is now impossible to completely 'finish' all your work there is always something out there that you can do i.e. assignments, core homework, general research, book reading, practice essays etc.
- Teachers talk to you rather than at you, now that we're in year 12.
- It sucks.

FINALLLLYYYYY after 6 hours of work yesterday, used pens and sore hands IM FINALLY UP TO DATE IN MODERN wooooo, ready to be handed in yayyyy. From now on i must not fall behinddd.

Even though we're in year 12 there are more couples than ever, woooo loovee is in the aiirrr ;D nothing can be said for me though lololol although i did buy like 7 or 8 roses for people kekeke. Anyways i really need to get a new pencil case shall go in the hunt for one tomorrow at parra, but i'll keep my current one for sentimental purposes since it has all this memorable graffiti on it :D aswell as penises and boobs. :/

oh and whitney houston passed away :( brb whilst belching out ANDNDDD III EEE IIII will always LOVEEE YOUUUUU OOUUUU i will alwaysss love youuuuu. Don't judge me. okay thank you goodbye fellow peers.

temple run so addictive it's not funnyyyy. :/

ooft jeremy lin asian represent. Harvard degree playing nba imagine the disapproval from his chink parentss LOOOOL.

Tennis, birthdays and valentines day!

My house computer got short circuited because of the lighting so now I'm blogging on my iPod. Arrghhhh falling so behind in ancient it's not even funny. Must finish my modern first :/ busy week ahead knockout tennis trials, friends birthday and of course valentines day which holds absolutely no significance to me. Except being happy for couples and fulfilling my role of being wingman and proceeding to be foreveralone bachelors with my mates after school studing at parra library <3 ahahaha. Although I have to wait 3 hrs for my friends because I finish at 12:15 on Tuesdays couples prob laugh at me :( I must say though being single on the 14th does provide itself with many trolling opportunities :3 My arms and shoulders hurt was training for a couple hours yesterday ehhhh. Anyone at girra who can play tennis come for trials! We need the best we can get if we have any chance of finally beating ruse in round 1 >.< especially girls last time I checked only like 2 girls has signed up.

Bye for now guuuiiss. Seriously dafuq is with this weather. The right side of my mouth kinda hurts and hurtS to open. It's also a bit swollen the hell is with these mysterious teenage ailments lol.

twas a freaking long week. and what do you know the weekends are already almost over. Haven't really had time last week because i've been non stop catching up on homework, far out and the exam period hasn't even started yet and im already this tired. It sucks, no matter how much i sleep 12 hrs 8hrs 5hrs 3hrs i still feel tired. I had more to right but i cant be bothered atmsss. I actually ahve interesting things to write about during the week but i forget by the time i get the chance to blog, maybe i should just write trains of thoughts on my ipod and just expand on it when i feel like blogging haha. I get so hungry after 12am but ceebs going down and making myself something to eattt.

anyway goodnight guys reblog laterrsss...

well that was an fun + memorable last swimming carnival evverrrr. For your own good if you have me on facebook please refrain from seeing any pictures or future pictures that have/will be uploaded from today, for your own good :) and so that you dont judge me :D but year 12 who cares, noo shamme!

good day.

ifi dont stop procrastinating i actually will get an N awarddd.
P.S. brought 4 modern history booklets to do at the carnival, well that didnt happen lawl....

cutest baby just waved, smiled, said hiiii to me ngawwww how cute.

I like to laugh at little toddlers who are at that stage where they're reluctant to go into the women's toilets and are aware that they're not female but they're not QUITE old enough to go into the men's toilets. There are the ones who nag their mothers and their mums just force them in and then there are the others like today "but mooommmyy i'm not a girlll" -throws tantrum- and while i was waiting for my sister i just laughhh heheheh. Oh little toddler boy i was once like you and i remember it all too well.

different class (heaps smaller), different teacher, different classroom and different textbook. buhh still boring. :/

i have just realised that i've reached the stage of highschool where there are many 'last evers'- last ever swimming carnival, last ever multicultural day, last ever talent quest, last ever athletics carnival etc etc. GOing to make the most of it :):) make the most of this year guys, theres no going back even if you wanted to! i bet we'll all miss this sort of highschool community when we're all in university amongst thousands of other students!

rain rain!~

so first week of school dooowwwn another 29 to go, every week is one week closer to the end of schoooool.
so what i like about fridays:
- its carefree and you can sleep in the next day
- school is pretty chill the teachers are leniant and let us eat food and bring food for us during lessons- had pizza delivered to school during modern and english teacher bought us chocolates to eat yayyyz
- and other things which i forgot :/

So horrible weather, and yesterday the roads were soooo wet our bus when it was about to reach seven hills had to be detoured and we could see on the side of the road ambulance and workers lifting a guy with what appeared to be a broken legs and i think he was bleeding. The bus was so noisy but when we passed that the whole bus was dead silent as we went past O.o

arrgghh
me: -walks into english class-
*gets handed 2000 word core english hw*
nuuuuuuuu
me: -walks into ancient class-
*sees 'ancient history hsc assessment task1' sheet on table*
fuuuuuuuuuuu
me: -walks into legal class-
*gets legal assessment*
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

AND NEXT WEEK we get modern assessment. omg fml dying already, must start asap dont want to repeat what happens when i leave it last minute. And for legal and modern our school is changing the assessments so you don't even know the question UNTIL THE DAY in which you get 5minutes to prepare all your notes and be able to answer questions by teachers FACE TO FACE and talk for 5 minutes. OMG even the thought is scary, apparently it's to 'test our knowledge' rather than memory skills. Well i guess it's kindof less work but not really because now i just have to do research on a topic rather than an actual written hand in assignment persay but still. The pressure on the dayyyy. Everyone fears that silence where you are unable to answer the teacher's questions! and just stay there awkwardly fumbling through your messy notes. oh god save me.

so swimming carnival is on next tues what great weather! finally im in year 12 img oing to go just to troll juniors, hopefully i get the role of applying the zinc and yellow hairspray heheheh. In my whole high school life i dont think my house has won once, wooooow. will anything change this year? i dont think so hahah.