/spends 3hours studying at blacktown library- /wastes 2 hours eating lunch and wandering around westpoint with a friend

/spends 5minutes studying at home- /wastes 2 hours on wikipedia reading about bonnie and clyde :/ it's actually really sweet and kinda romantic how they were partners in crime and both lovers and ended up dying in each others arms after being ambushed by police. It's like the best romance crime story. YEAHHH this all came about because i was reading in the paper how "bonnie and clyde's handguns sold for $500k at an AMerican auction" so then i was like who's bonnie and clyde :O If you look at the wikipedia photo they're criminals with so much class  ahahah.

8 days...

oh god hate this daylight savings because when i sleep at 3 it'll actually be 4 am and when i wake up at like 12 it'll be 1pm fuuuahh, shall sleep at 1 today.

I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED SUMMARISING MY MODERN NOTES FOR THE ENTIRE HSC COURSE FUUUUUUAHHHHHHHHHHH. that is all.

Edit: yeah apparently that wasnt all lol. I severely overestimate my ability to do work in a 4hour period, i planned to finish both my economics and modern notes but only managed to do half of that... so i always feel as though im not being productive, but i just guess thats just my capacity. I was playing "wet the bed" at dinner today and i noticed just how inappropriate the lyrics to the song are especially over the dinner table lolollol lucky my parents don't really understand the innuendos, Mum: "what a stupid song why would anyone want to wet the bed"...... yeahhhhhhh -continues to enjoy the song- lololol

urggghhh i can feel the summer coming, hate summer clothing because
1. forced to wear shorts and reveal my skinny chick legs >.> although fanks puberty for growing hair on them now lolllool
2. I like t-shirts but then again singlets are a lot cooler but then i'd seem like im trying to copy the vans, snapback, low singlet, denim shorts swag filo fashion. Which doesn't suit me at all.
3. I find thongs to be uncomfortable but too hot to wear high tops/cons and sandals....yeah thats just a given.
4. lack of option

/firstworldskinnypersoninsecureproblems

back to economics and english.

Late night spontaneous stream of consciousness

Has it ever occurred to you that all this hard work, probably more than 100k written notes/ practice essays etc etc will be absolutely and utterly worthless and useless to you in a month when hsc finishes...  I guess it's why people have hsc book burning and bonfires, but if it were me since i've mostly typed everything up with digital copies the best i could do is burn my usb and somehow i get the impression that that is somewhat lacking in impact, although i could throw my entire det laptop on a bonfire... hmmmm although i think that would breach the "dispose of safely" precaution on the back haha. Also i do consider it a souvenir of the higher school certificate entrenched within it is my hsc journey my ups, my downs my successes, my failures my tears of pain and joy and therefore such a meaningful destruction I'd rather wish not to partake in. Although hsc stuff is pretty much useless I- being like you am a wishful thinker and couldn't bear the thought of destroying my precious work, like my sister for example still has stacks and stacks of (2003) hsc textbooks piled in her storage never to see the light of the world again. BUt she had reason to be a wishful thinker considering she thought I may eventually use 10 year old outdated textbooks when grade 3 daniel becomes a year 12 high school student, well that never eventuated and her books remain forever sheathed in the darkness of her dusty cupboard. BUT NO, I for one do not even have the luxury of such logical reasoning, but wishful thinking continues to inadvertently pervade the human condition. ANd plus usb's are reusable so the best i could do is highlight everything and press delete LOLOLOL well isn't THAT fulfilling. But yeah I don't know why but such a notion moderately irritates me in the back of my mind, because in actuality, everything learnt now is pretty much... useless? Like is it only a pathway by which we enter uni to continue our studies, studies that will actually land us jobs? or you could say learning this provides us the basis of what we need to know about the world to be basic functioning, thinking human beings. hm. I'm analysing my own thought processes...lolwhut.

aaaaaaaaaand im procrastinating, clearly. lol.

Cookie addiction- lolwhut

aaaaand det laptop issue solved, good economics study completed at the library today and ready to divulge in yet another drama "fated to love you"wooooo, daniel is happy today. But whenever i go to the library i need to "take breaks" which involves me walking around or going to buy something, every time i go i spend like $10 on food :CC i really should pack my own lunch or something. WHY DO I GET HUNGRY SO EASILY, damn this metabolism.

Speaking of food do you guys have comfort study food or like food you eat whilst studying. I'M ADDICTED TO THESE GODAMNIT.

SO GOOOD FUUHHH it's like so chocolatey the entire cookie is like 50% chocolate. ALready consumed 3 packets by myself these holidays.... and spent so much money on these >.> damn you woolworths marketing put them in the front of the store on special for $2 why don't you. I actually bought them for school parties but then i went home and consumed the whole packet lololol and now here i am still buying them at full price :((( Man totally going to get fat by bingeing on these... OMG IM EATING THEM NOW AS IM TYPING THIS UP FML. Mkay im reading the health information on the side for the very first time.... uhm 5.1g sugars per 17g serving, wait wtf thats like a third of the entire cookie....is sugar.... is that even possible wtf...  well whatevs /yolo. I actually kinda hate that word now but...yolo.

First day of the HSC month

so i woke up just then, blew my nose, and all this blood came out for no reason.

Google self diagnosis: I have brain cancer. /imdying llololol

so labour day today which means a public holiday which means library is closed which means another unproductive day at home. AND MY STUPID DET LAPTOP, i turned it on yesterday just to see my study notes and apparently my version of windows is "unregistered" and not legitimate and i have to enter my windows code pin or whatever and i don't even have it, FML. Almost had a heart attack when i turned on my laptop and there was a black screen with none of my documents, then i saved everything asap. Man i really should've paid more attention to the step required for the transferal of ownership process for our laptops aisheuiawhegahfgywaew. Probably going to take some more time for me to get it sorted today T____T

Oh yeah and didn't really get to celebrate moon festival this year :( i always wanted to go to the night parade at chinatown haha and instead i was at home spending lovely time with my hsc girlfriend. MUST FINISH ECONOMICS NOTES AND SPAM PRACTICE PAPERS. Economics is my biggest worry fml so much boring content fuuuhhh.

Oh and i've been reading my friends blog and I see that it's not just me, my modern teacher has been sending requests for work to everyone hahah, i guess it's good he's applying some pressure on us while supporting us along the way. Few days ago he wrote a one line email to me "Daniel i need work- thats it simple message" CMONNNN SIR stop making me feel guilty >.< so then I wrote 3 in a couple of days, saved them up and sent them all at once and responded with "you wanted essays you got them :D" hurhurhur except he responded to all of them and gave miniessay feedback for each one on the same day.... Yeah actually really appreciate my teachers at girra and i love how we have this thing where everyone helps each other out during our final externals and our teachers supporting us along the whole way. I mean it's holidays for him and it's not like we're the last cohort hes going to teach, ahhhhh Mr R, never thought i'd say this but you will be missed :) But yeah aiming for 90+ raw in my externals something ive yet to breach in modern since my highest is 89... aishhh

I remember reading blogs from the years above when i was in year 11 and they were doing their hsc and i was like LOOLOLOLOL glad thats not me, and then nek minnit here i am in the exact position that they were in. And now im reading their lives as uni students (the ones who still blog that is) and I'm sure before i even knowit, that'll be me. Life is a scary thing hahah. I feel like Im in that awkward stage between child and adult, like i can feel the transformation I got a credit card the other day and i have a taxfile number and here i am applying for uni and before i know it ill have my drivers license and a proper job... When did time go by so fast huh, although time is pushing me along i dont exactly feel like moving on just yet, I don't even feel like I'm ready to move into the real world, it's daunting mkkayyyy. Feels like i'm finally growing up.
so october /plz let me get through this month smoothly.

p.s. this was meant to be a short one line post documenting my random nose bleed, and look what it turned into lmfao. THis is what i like about blogging sometimes i just start a post and just type and keep on typing and let everything flow onto this wonderful digital scaffold and adding my wisdom to the world. loljokes what wisdom.

Life update #9

daniel why are you up at 2:22am watching asian dramas aiiyaahhh, but in other news FINISHED WATCHING PROSECUTOR PRINCESS wooowoooo not that any of you guys would know what it is or have heard of it hahaha but yay good drama ^_^ made me smile, i realise i smile by myself during sweet moments in dramas which is actually kinda sad, because frm a third person perspective i.e my mother its just me fully absorbed on my laptop screen while smiling like a derp for no reason. WHATS THE SADDEST DRAMA YOU GUYS KNOW OF? ive never cried from any show before, ever so come at me :) eyes almost started watering at the end of gong and yongseo couple in wgm though hahahah.

Hey look its hte last day of september and the last hsc free month before a hectic october and november! I love how everyone is blogging about hsc and exams and future careers etc etc and here i am LOLOLLOL. Maybe its just my way to relieve the oncoming pressure and stress.... anyways daniel out (:

IT JUST DAWNED ON ME 2 WEEK UNTIL ADVANCED ENGLISH FREAKING HIGH SCHOOL CERTIFICATE. fuck, mother of god. oh well at least i can concentrate on my studies now that my drama appetite has been satiated.

suffering from facebook withdraws, i deactivated yet i still sleep at like 3am everyday fml must attempt to sleep earlier. Going to the library more often now so much more productive there, library is really packed these days. I SWEAR IT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME when something cost like $4 im always 5cents short or when im buyni g a drink im 5 cents short ALWAYS like today i went to get some wickedwings from kcf after a well deserved day of studying and i had exactly $3.45 then i had to break my $20.... /firstworldproblems

yep nothing much happening, seems like everyones hardcore studying hahahh. Althuoght i dont get how people can non stop study for lke 5+ hours wihtout any distractions or anything. it's crazy. oh and also suffering from GANGNAM STYLE WITHDRAWS OMG havent dont it in so long, and exercise in general hahaaha no table tennis/ tennis anymore :( oh well i opted to take the 15 minute walk to the library instead of getting dropped off yeee.

The Last Week #5 Grade Picnic Day!

welps i guess thats it i've completed all of my high school education and the grade picnic was probably the last time i'd see my grade together as a cohort. For now all the fun's over and it's about doing the last few hard yards home, buckling down and hsc will all but be completed in one and a half months! jia you girraween class of 2012~

The Last Day #4 Graduation!

I FAILED GUYS I FAILED i told myself that i wouldn't cry and today was the first time in like 6 years loolol like i was watering up then one of my best mates came up to me with teary eyes then i lost it like niagra faills hahahah then we punched each other for being such pussies :P but it was all good when i saw this cute girl, my tear ducts responded and impediately cleared up LOLOLOL. My report was soso since i went up in my weaker subjects but went down in my better subjects... So we got clapped out after assembly at 11am today, basically it's a tradition where all the other grades line the exit way and clap as we exit the school, and me and my friend blasted gangnam style and gangnammed our way to the end of high school lololol LIKE BOSSESS (but then we went back to the beginning to say our proper goodbyes).

We stayed for a good 2 hours just taking photos saying our goodbyes and seeing everyone crying, it was sad but fun at the same time. THe girra class of 2012' oh how 6 years just fliessss by. Then i reentered the school to go toilet and find some people STRAIGHTAWAY felt like an outsider hahaha where everyone was in a different grade, LACK OF BELONGING LOLOL

the crewwww of six years (Y) we've stayed together for all these years, man my blazer was so small could barely move in it. Guy on the far right next to me= friends since kindergarten :P 13 years reppin mate. no one notice the awkward hovering plates of food :)

The last day as an official high school student :P

Roll call buddies since year 7, will miss you D':

Now to read the messages on my shirt and write up facebook farewell messages ashdaweuaeagsfafs. Inb4 more emotions loolol.

/the sad moment when my actual name is mentioned once on my entire shirt... oh well i guess everyone remembers me as 'wang' lawl and yes guys thank you for all the love and the many penises.

Grade Picnic day tomorrow time to find my supersoaker and wet all the bitchesss lollool. It's going to be the last time i see my grade as an entire cohort, man this week is going way too fast i don't think i can take any more sad days hahaha.. Better not rain tomorrow forecast says its temperature is going to be in the high 20s (Y).

see you all tomorrow class of 2012.

The Last Week #3 Talent Quest!

Anubhav was right the cola boys did make history props to them, they kindof stole the show though it didnt really feel like it was a celebration of the year 12s as a cohort more like just the cola boys but ehhh neon lights were just amazing. Our kpop performance was great after the 3 term effort, but I SCREWED UP GANGNAM STYLE omfg as if i could get the footing wrong fuuarrr such an amateur mistake i swear that was the ONLY TIME i screwed it up whhyyyy I think i got carried away by the crowd cheering for us fuuuuu. Oh well it still came together nicely and everyone was telling me that they were surprised how good it was (: Shubha's comedy routine was amazing (albeit a bit long) aswell for once we had everything, and if i do say so myself that was probably the best TQ of my 6 years of being at school :D although im probably biased lolllolol.

Being all serious and shit

Oppa gangnammm stylinggg in front of the 800 girra people :)

More serious shit- dat glum facial expression woooo

~sorry sorry

AND FINALLY- the crewww of almost 3 terms :):):) year12generation woooo
tomorrow is the last day as a high school student, it's finally here graduation. Let the tears flowwwww xD :'D <--- attempting to maintain that face tomorrow

edit: updated the flashmob post with a link to the youtube video and table tennis with a few photos :p check it out yooooo.

BYEGUYS see you all girra class of 2012 tomorrowww!

/shoutout to hilaire who also failed her gangnam style act like me! woooo lolol