welp i just realised tomorrow will be the last time i see my entire grade as one cohort. Good luck girra 2012, may the odds be forever in your favour now and in the future. LOLOLLOL

one hour left

legit hyperventilating right now fuuarrrrrr. I was reading the HSC rules and procedures booklet in the morning today and it said "on the first day of the english examination students must be at school at 9am" I ALMOST SHAT MYSELF LIKE HOLY SHIT. then i texted/called couple of friends and they calmed me down and said not to worry since they were at home themselves.

Okay going to do last pre examination piss and bowel emptying. Butterflies, but once we get into the exam completing rhythm should be all good. asufhawheuawheaweawheahwe exam finishes at 4, shall update this post when i come home.

edit: time to burn belonging AOS notes wooooooo. guys its true i've gained hsc weight now peaking at 62kg lololol. And yup 2 hours went flying past, i really only get into the groove of fast paced essay writing with the last 30 or so minutes... my hand is sore already. alright time for economics and advanced english. after economics on thursday i'll have 8 days until my next exam hehehe but i'll definitely need it since im pretty much only really prepared for economics and english LOL.

so my mother left the paper on our dinner table today..

"get a good boost" "increase focus" hahahaha wtf, let's not get any ideas guys. Its like running 100m with performance enhancing drugs! you don't do itttttt. remember to take care of health these coming 4 weeks guys, stress isnt good for the mind or body (nor are drugs for that matter) (:

 

and with that i shall continue eating my bowl of rice lol.

 

P.S. enjoying all the text message good lucks + support (Y)(Y)(Y)

Beginning of the end

So was on the boredofstudies websiteandi saw they had a timer counting down the hours minutes and seconds to the HSC, DAMNIT DON'T DO THAT it only added to my anxiety and rising stress levels so i closed it ASAP loollol.

You know nerves are getting to you when you look up the meanings of 'metaphor' and 'personal pronoun' because you forgot what they meant LOOLLOL.

One sleep left~ Tomorrow marks the beginning of the end of our hsc journey. Good luck to all my blog readers and i'll see (some) of you in the exam hall ahahha. If you think about it our whole high school education pretty much leads up to this moment! I hope you all achieve your goal atars which you've worked so hard for!

also AOS= 45 marks Modules= 60 marks but both given 2hours to complete... As a paper i just prefer to do AOS because it's not so intensive since theres reading task short answer, creative and an analytical essay. Modules are just three analytical essays, idk i feel more pressure when doing paper 2...

hi guys i had to use this umbrella in public today because mine broke.

that is all.

A bad day for buses

SLight rants ahead
Today was such a bad day for buses.
SO i catch the bus from near my home to blacktown and everyday im there on time and the bus is ALWAYS late by at least 5-10 minutes. So today i was thinking no rush since the bus always comes late, as I'm walking through the park at exactly 12:07 on the dot the bus zooms past me. BIGGEST FML MOMENT FREAKING afhasfhaswe and i was thinking it my head knowing my luck the bus will probably come early or on time today.

And then on the way home today i was really tired listening to music and i caught the wrong bus instead of my normal bus. It was the FIRST time in MY LIFE that i've caught the wrong bus at my stop fuuar. SO then ihad to get off early and walk the rest...

My parents really piss me off sometimes, asian parents always have to blame blame blame the kid in order to establish their own form of superiority or some shit. Like they always say shit that really annoys me, today i came home late because i was studying at the library and i wasnt looking at time and they ring me and tell me to stop wasting time outside and how i was meant to come home at 6 but im so stupid because i forgot to call them and i'm so stupid because i caught the wrong bus and FACK it's so annoying. I know they dont mean it because they arent angry or anything, it's almost like the chinese culture and it's only their form of worrying about me, but it annoys me someitmes

SO library was pretty much packed today, ended up walking around the top floor looking for a spot like a douche lol. In the end i just went to the computer table and worked there.

watching fated to love you- audhauwgeasfagsfawf it's so good, WHY DO NICE GUYS ALWAYS FINISH LAST IN DRAMAS, the girl always goes guy who's the biggest prick >.< I wish i had someone to rave about dramas/shows to :(:( it used to be my sister before she left for china. Anyone want to be my drama buddy? heheheh :3

p.s. deliberately not mentioning hsc because i wish to keep my moods high ^_^ even though it's dauntingly close. I met my friend of FIFTEEN YEARS today at the library, he was one of my first friends ever i remember riding little bicycles with him and having 'sleep time' on those dodgy mats in pre- school hahaha. Talk about good old days. It's great how we can still connect and just talk even though our lives have gone completely in different paths, and even if i only see him once a year i'm still able to talk to him without any awkwardness. I guess thats what you get for knowing someone since you were like 2 haha

Was in dominos playing gangnam style on my ipod then i took my earphones out but it was still playing, then i realised it was the dominos background music hehe made me slighty happy..

Had a good day at parra library today just catching up with friends, havent talked to ma frundzzz in agessss. But yeah pretty much no work got completed. Kinda weird how at like 4 o clock we were like ahhh people in uniform, the school kids must have just finished school. WE WERE ONCE ONE OF YOUUUUU hahaha.

My friend did a quick anime drawing of me when we were all procrastinating hurhur. Does it look like me? I think the eyes are a bit too big to look like me :L BUt the clothing and the stuff on the table is all pretty accurate (Y)

I did pretty much nothing today besides catching up with some friends but im like dead tired...

Things i miss:
- table tennis
- tennis
- gangnam style
- friends
- School!

Fany :'D and also i think she did well considering her vocals aren't suited for such songs.

ALSO she's so cute :'D will never forget seeing her at kpop music fest heheh.

Haven't gone out much so i've just been spending all my money on food LOL. not sure if a good thing or bad thing.

mkay so you guys may find this weird but i was watching a drama and there was a scene when a pregnant lady was giving birth and the main had to deliver the baby (pretty funny scene, but thats not the point). So then they were mentioning 'contractions' and 'water breaking' and like stages of labour and shit so being the curious child that i am, i decided to google what all these terms mean. Stories of pain and graphic wikipedia images later, all i can say is LOLOLOLOL glad i will never have to give birth. Conceiving someone into this world requires so much... pain.... I may finally understand now when my mother semi jokingly says that she wouldn't have minded if she had just died whilst in the process of giving birth to me. And apparently she almost did since the painkillers didn't work or something, not really clear on the details nor do i intent to be lol. ALl i know is that this world has been made more beautiful through my birth LOLJOKES HAHA. Have I scared you future mothers? although you guys would probably know this already or paid attention during science. I still remember miss killen showing my innocent year 9 eyes along with my innocent peers' eyes a graphically real pregnancy video. i will never forget miss killen i will never forget, oh and you just happen to be our year adviser who left for penrith! Speaking of her actually, i forgot to mention that her speech at our graduation assembly was very moving!

I seem to have random accumulation of thoughts and opinions about the strangest things during the late night....

Also had a really great reminiscent chat with my old old primary school buddy and our adventures in handball and 44 home base. ANd just little primary experiences, which looking in hindsight was really great had a good 30minutes of laughing about how we used to be so competitive in handball and how we switched from yu gi oh phase to beyblade phase to crashgear phase etc etc. Ah the innocence and simple life of a primary school student, something we'll never be able to return to yet something that really didnt seem all that long ago.

WIll finish the pregnancy scene in my drama and go to sleep bAHAHAH. I really don't do work at home.

edit: MOTHER OF GOD FATED TO LOVE YOU, MUST YOU SHOW THE BLOOD RESIDUE ON HER LEGS.

that is all.