WTF BOS

so today during 5minutes reading time as i was flipping the advanced english paper i was thinking in my head please dont specify a speech for mod b please dont specify please dont specify please dont specify. AND WHAT DO YOU KNOW luck is on my side once again "make detailed reference to Bandler's faith, hope and reconciliation" WHY THANK YOU board of studies specify the only speech out of the 7 that i was most uncomfortable with. whatever two years of HSC english is over (still have extension lol)

FACKKK.

oh yeah and i swear the questions were a lot harder than pervious year papers, for example previous year was something like how do conflicting perspectives present unique and evocative insights, and ours was like divergent viewpoints, human attitudes and behaviours. ANd for mod A previous years was something generic and straight forward directly referring to context and values. THis year did not mention major terms from the rubric, textual form killed me. So not sure whether i answered the question or missed it. FAH there goes band 6 hope :C:C:C

SO adv eng students who mix up your and you're i just wonder, do they do that in exams?... because then that wouldnt be a 'sophisticated use of the english language' and if not... do they do it because they're lazy... it's just one letter. Okay i dont know why it annoys me LOL.

FML

Oh fuck my life, just realised going to china means that im not going to my year 12 formal. I am actually really fucking devo atm. And going to miss not only many 18ths but the 18th party of a close friend of mine. Yes mum keep telling me how im stupid and how it isnt important and how i should just 100% think about hsc and hhow it's my fault and the insignificance of "only one small event"- because yeahhh you're great at making me feel better arent you?. Although yeah, it may not mean much for some, but I am actually a really sentimental person, these things mean a lot to me- but my parents actually understanding me for once? silly me for assuming.

Damn china would be pree great but i just wish it was next year or something... not in the midst of all the action and celebration of post hsc life. Going to feel isolated, GG social life GG. Can't get over how im going to miss out on seeing my 6 year old grade as a grade for the last time. /heavy SIGH. I'm coming back to aus in the last month, everyone better not be all partied out!

mkay now going to try finish english.

Economics + Ancient half yearliess

wellwell i did more hours of exams today than i had sleep this morning. Screwed up ancient worse test i've done in the half yearlies and overall i think, be lucky to get above 70%- hate when im sitting at home and counting all the marks i've lost and what i could have written. FML the fck is dioscuri, everyone knew except for me i forgot ehhhh. lol getting 80%? as if fuuuuuuuuuu, i really need to aurhghghghghf must work hardfausyfuasd.

Economics was okay hopeufully i can maintain my rank but multiple choice was actually pretty hard ifasiuiujacis.

I deliberately refrained from swearing this post, but lack of swearing does not accurately reflect my emotions :/

ah f-u-c-k.

Honestly cannot tell the difference between 4hrs sleep and 8hrs of sleep tired either way, But i think my immune system is paying the price, im actually quite sick now- having all the symptoms, sore, itchy eyes + throat, running nose/ sneezing. BTW anyone else developing thick skinned area on middle finger- the part that touches the pen, when you're writing... I am haha. Too many essays...lucky i had 45mins in between my two exams dont think i could write for 4+ hours non stop.

Goodbye guys, if you see me on facebook/msn after 12am i give you permission to slap me next time you see me lololl.

lolwut tomorrow is already friday. again.... Oh well after end of exams on wed- going friends house, chilling at strathfield and bball to lookforward to yay. I've already started studying legal hopeuflly i do well in it to compensate. :D ALso they were randomly giving free tip top bread at parra station today lololol so random.