#300- angsty post.

had i have had time to post and had you have visited on tuesday you would have seen a very very very big rage post about legal. BUT i've had the week to deep and meaningfully reflect that my atar is not down the drain from a single test in a single subject. SO i can jstu say i've learnt my mistakes EVEN THOUGH i didnt 5k of research it's coooool now i know what not to do next time, and thats studying loljk. But morale did go down the drain and im still a bit devo. Now wasnt't that nice (: im sure everyone would appreciate reading this than a mini rage essay, but i do say, when i reading some old rage posts are kinda interesting.

On another note godamnit the weather is so bipolar, kinda like a moody adolescent teenager. last week i went from singlet to jumper, and sun to rain and now im sweating from every orafice on my body. ANd fuuarr summer, hate summer clothing theres like so little choice shorts, singlet/ t-shirt. That's it, summer fashion is so borings. And i kinda feel self concious wearing singlets out, iunno maybe because i associate it with fat, beer bellied bogans who are oh so common around blacktown, or those tb filos with their vans, rolled up jeans, snap back and denim shorts? BUt chyeah it's just so hot out i end up wearing them anyway, only thing is i don't want to show my arms because they're like so thin >.> compared to those people who wear singlets just to show their muscles, products from intense gyming and roids. And i literalyl see guys go to their mates and say 'you mirin brah' whilst flexing in front of a mirror. not homo at all guys. such is life at blacktown. Also you know i used to only ever wear t shirts because i thought singlets were pointless since it'd just be like a shirt wihtout the sleeves? then i wore singlet for the first time last summer lolol and it felt like 3x cooler :3

AND THEN THE YEAR 7's, shouting and like spit flying around my freaking face while on the arvo bus playing some full contact game. From my perspective they were huddling and pushing onto each other in a massive orgy like manner whilst screaming and yelling in high pitched voices. Quite disturbing i do say, and the shouting and yelling with pre pubescent little boys and girls falling on me. i can see why seniors dislike juniors, i always thought "hey give them a chance, we were like them aswell" but WERE WE REALLY, if we were then the verbal and (slight) physical abuse given to us when we were in year 7 was well justified. Our grade is too nice, to the point where we have no authority and year 7's fearlessly physically intrude on senior personal bubbles. OH well they're grow up into high school hardened veterans where all their happiness is slowly degraded into a life of study and procrastination in my case :D

ANd wtf is with girra sport, we hardly ever go to other schools/vs other schools in sport, and we dont even get to PICK what sport we do. And this is why we arent that great at sport. We're so sheltered away from the rest of the selective cohort. I mean i nsg has a dance team who perform at australian dance competition adn they have a rowing club! how awesome is that and they participate in inter school comps. But i guess, funds are an issue aswell i mean we're ahving enough trouble getting aircon :L:L and we may not even have a tennis team, since the organiser is retirng this year zooommgggg i was going to try out this yearr ffffsss.

WInter come back pl0x
most random post evar i know.