Economics + Ancient half yearliess

wellwell i did more hours of exams today than i had sleep this morning. Screwed up ancient worse test i've done in the half yearlies and overall i think, be lucky to get above 70%- hate when im sitting at home and counting all the marks i've lost and what i could have written. FML the fck is dioscuri, everyone knew except for me i forgot ehhhh. lol getting 80%? as if fuuuuuuuuuu, i really need to aurhghghghghf must work hardfausyfuasd.

Economics was okay hopeufully i can maintain my rank but multiple choice was actually pretty hard ifasiuiujacis.

I deliberately refrained from swearing this post, but lack of swearing does not accurately reflect my emotions :/

ah f-u-c-k.

Honestly cannot tell the difference between 4hrs sleep and 8hrs of sleep tired either way, But i think my immune system is paying the price, im actually quite sick now- having all the symptoms, sore, itchy eyes + throat, running nose/ sneezing. BTW anyone else developing thick skinned area on middle finger- the part that touches the pen, when you're writing... I am haha. Too many essays...lucky i had 45mins in between my two exams dont think i could write for 4+ hours non stop.

Goodbye guys, if you see me on facebook/msn after 12am i give you permission to slap me next time you see me lololl.

lolwut tomorrow is already friday. again.... Oh well after end of exams on wed- going friends house, chilling at strathfield and bball to lookforward to yay. I've already started studying legal hopeuflly i do well in it to compensate. :D ALso they were randomly giving free tip top bread at parra station today lololol so random.

Another exam rant :/

I feel MARGINALLY better, should be okay with a good nights sleep. NOT THAT I'LL BE getting any tonight lololol. Economics is at 9am tmr not 9:10am like the exams so far so i have to get up 10minutes earlier :(:(:( exactly 4hours and 25minutes of exams tomorrow arrghh. You dont feel time go by when you're doing the exam but at the end of the day you have been intensely concentrating for 4+ hours and you do feel tired afterwards. Especially at 9 when im barely awake lawl. Going to parra after aswell to meet with with friends to 'study' which i dont think i will do but yeah.

JUST want to get these two tests over and done with, fuuuuarr.
Good luck economists/ ancient historians both of which i am D: for tomorrow! eat regular meals so you don't faint during the exams :S

my throat fucking canes and it hurts to swallow and then theres is freaking ulcer that appearing in the inside of my lip and when it touches anything it hurts. I'm tired and lazy and havent done anything after eng exam today. Going to be so screwed in terms of physical and mental wellbeing (due to lack of study) for my 4hour of exam time on thursday. Im just going to stay here watch it started with a kiss and then go to bed early. Hopefully i feel better tmr ehhhhh.

English half yearliess

Hi, had 2u english today it went okay. Ran out of time though 2hrs and i left myself with 10minutes for the creative lmfao didn't even have time to think just wrote whatever shit came out of my mind and put it on paper. Managed to write 2 pages ehhhh but thats okay i guess since i spent 1hr on the essay question and ended up filling the booklet so that was good, and it was worth 3x as much as the other two. My friend only wrote 1.5 pages on the last question :/:/ "belonging is a voyage of identity" or something like that was the question, i dont think i addressed the question very well fuuuuu. Most scared for economics on thursdayy! i ahve ancient on the same day but mehh.

And short answer were actually pretty hard tollerance and acceptance? dafuq had to bullshit so much just so that it mildly relates to belonging.

The awkward moment when you recognise someone from your primary school in the year below you who is now pregnant with babies and has dropped out of school. I remember her as a kid, and now she has kids :/:/

I have a really sore throat and im beginning to cough i think it's being passed down from people in the grade, there are actually a lot of sick people in the grade during this exam period!

i will watch ONE episode of it started with a kiss whilst eating lunch ONEEEEEE. then economics economics economicsss.

so during ext eng procrastination i actually stumbled across something remotely useful.
LOLOLOL waiting for godot- sesame street version.

THis no joke has enhanced my understanding of godot bahaha, I underappreciated the sophistication of sesame street. So if you do ext eng have a look :] (considering you're procrastinating anyway since you're on my blog)

I just realised for adv eng for i think the first time ever my related text is one that i've read. The entire book, thank you eng teacher for recommending it to me all those terms ago. It actually comes in handy with belonging :P
im scared for tmr :( goodluck me and everyone else in my grade.

no exams today = no school. so staying at home enjoying a nice cram session for eng adv tmr ^^ dickinson why your poems so arbitrary + difficult to make meaning of. My notes are just made up random shit like nature = spiritual emobidment and birds = freedom = belonging lmfao. I hate morning exams fuuu.

So after having learnt sorry sorry as a group i now realise that i have severely underestimated the difficulty of snsd's dances. Currently learning Oh and i swear too many hip movements, all of the guys cant hope LOL including myself. I practice infront of a mirror :] and my parents are like wtf are you doing shouldnt you be studying hahaha

Modern History half yearrliess

ANd just like that my first half yearly exam is overrrr. Before the exam is the time i'm most stressed im not even stressed when I get up in the morning, and then when i actually sit the exam i'm not stressed and as soon as that happens i need to pee fuuuu, 20minutes intro the exam ir eally needed to go, but every second is precious so i ended up holding it in, could barely walk straight/properly after when we had to pack up the tables but it's cool :]. I think maybe when im stressed I don't think about it but then during the exams... It feels like its term 2 since we're doing half yearlies but technicallyyy its only term one. EHHH tired atm got home at like 1:45 after going to parra to eat fooddd. was going to go btown library to study but then i couldn't be bothered and instead walked to tongli to buy seaweed llololol- $1.95 was 5c short fuuuuuu and now my wallet is bulging with coins. I laid down on my bed for about an hour didn't fall asleep though, i don't know how people do it no, matter how tired i am i can't sleep in broad daylight in the afternoon. I'm not a fast sleeper :/

may go on tumblr and catch up on allkpop~ and then study economics, maybe i have a headache atm ... so iunno. Also might skip chinese school tmr.

with exams coming up i have this paranoia that i'll wake up and for some reason my right hand will be non functioning and i can't use it to write during the exam. WHAT NOWWW.

Varsity Jackets- yr 12 2012 :] + picture spam

Varsities came today :] finally after like 2 terms.

Chyeah year 12 2012 representttt. Yes, What do you know guys luvo in the school toilets aswell :P

wearing 5 varsity jackets in 28 degree heat because i can :] don't mind my face LOL.
Although 90% of schools at blacktown have varsity jackets, i really like the colours of ours all the other schools seem to have that navy blue colour.

WHO EATS WINTERMELON, all you asians >:D i grew these babies, ladies please one at a time. They're actually really huge like two or 3 times the size you find at tong li (I checked today) :D

Girraween tables- since 1987 (according to the earliest dated graffiti i could find) i swear so distracting i just read all 20+ years of graffiti lololol and theres also korean which i can't read unfortunately. The tables of the senior study area hahaha.

^ btw before you say anything these arent my bedsheets :]
The back :):) 5 varsity jackets in any weather is unimaginable hot lolol was sweating in like 30 seconds. ANYWAYS enough varsity/ picture spam need to get working first test is on FRI! Been restraining myself from going on msn and originally facebook but people use it for studying/teacher post homwork up in study groups so yeaah. It's a good system but just not for me because i get distracted.

the enthusiasm/loudness/excitement of year 7/8 is amazing. Was studying at the school library and there was a year 7 class they were all so happy and running around and being noisy (in a kinda nice nostalgic way).

yayzzz made the table tennis team :] all the year 12s (3 of us) who tried out made it so yayy. WIll be missing out on the next 2 weeks of training though due to exams. Oh well, and i cant beat my teacher :(:( spins are my enemy fuuarrrr. And i also bonded with the little junior boys who tried out so that was nice :]

WORK DANIEL WORK.

work on facebook is not a good idea, i just get distracted.

How lame i have holidays straight after exams, i kinda just wanted a week or two or school where i wouldnt have to worry about exams and just freely learn :]

just realised how far behind i am in terms of studying for my exams on friday and next week. No sleep tonight. I ALWAYS DO THIS 1am or 12am and i realise how fucked i am. While i always have this false sense of security during the day.

Table tennis today, bringing my bat with me :)

condolences go out to fellow classmate who had something very unfortunate happen to him. To shave or colour hair hmmm hahah.

some self motivation and things to look foward to :)
- end of year vietnam trip
- end of year china trip
- learning how to drive!
- going to partiesss
- and of course getting my desired atar for uni :)

URRGGH this sucks im one of those unlucky people who have exams 2 weeks before half yearlies and along with that my half yearlies are all clumped together in the early days of the 2 week exam block period D: for example i have no exams on wednesday thursday or friday in the last week of exams.

LOL so many selective schools at parra library the other day after school girra, baulko, ruse, penrith... there was some weird tension going on since we were all clumped in the middle of the library occupying 4 or 5 desks. SOme people knew other people and others knew people from other schools but we all kinda knew/ knew OF each other. hahaha ah yes the library social lives of the selective schools (Y)

LIstening to nine muses and brave girls while studying ohh yeah (Y) might go library tmrrr. Chinese school is so hard fuarrrr and expecially since i dont study/do homework because i either ceebs or dont have time in between school studying and procrastinating lol

Im liking the new band NU'EST but its kinda scary now that band members are becoming younger than me even or same age O.o like iunno i feel weird when listening to them/watching them ehhh.

Won $6 today from a bet with a friend. No swearing for the whole day SO HARD. he ended up swearing 6 times and I ended up with 3 so that = $6 lolollol.

One of the maths classes boycotted their maths class because the new teaher is really really bad and the principal/ deputies weren't to doing anything. But now she's retiring from teaching at the end of this term-> she lasted 1 term at girra. LOL this is so revolutionary only at girraween do students go against the rules to attempt to get a better maths teacher. Sad thing is that she's not a bitch or anthing she's actually realyl nice and us as students have kinda forced her out of her position. Kinda understandable HSC comes fiirst! before sympathy. HHAHAH proud of you guys.

HALF YEARLIES NEXT WEEK.

I dont get why senior guys in my grade like to flirt with year 7/8 girls in my school while i see the cheesiest of posts popping up on my fb newsfeed. They say stuff they would never say to people our age, what is this attraction with little girls? D: that are 4/5 years their junior. Its freaking weird and awkies at school mayne.

typical penrith academic selective high school for copying our meme page http://www.facebook.com/GirraMemes

I guess they just lack originality ;D and this is another reason why girra > phs >:) YEAH WHUT NOW @melancholy

Kpop dance rehearsal tmr at luch yayzzz anyone want to come watch? :3

What i do in modern history:

Transform adolf hitler into a tb on my friend's booklet, the extent of my artistic skills.

What I do at home:

EAATTT, lol I'm so fat :)

Year 11s

dont think i when well in modern 3minutes is wayyyy to short for an on the spot speech, but none the less i went to parra then tong li to treat myself with asian snacks for tonight :) Never thought i'd be downloading/listening to dubstep O.o

THis may be a pet peeve but seriously the year 11's are soooo invasive esp at lunch and recess at senior study area at the top of the school library. Fair enough you\re seniors aswell but it's become so crowded and noisy sometimes year 12s dont even get spots to sit down and do work. I mean year 11 why are you even so diligent for at least give us priority... and especially our year 12 study room which is actually JUST for us and year 11s use it so much especially since they use it for classes aswell ehhh... ANd they use all our supplies of tea + coffee aswell >: ( i dont want to be too possessive and what not but we never did that when we were in year 11 :S I guess we're not a very respected grade since we're so nice hahah :)

BTW i joined the table tennis club today eheheh tuesdays after school :] betternot lose to those 40 or so juniors...

tumblring youtubing blogging facebooking and repeattt.
 draw something is the most distracting thing evarrr.
juniors actually go to bet at like 9/10 O.o ir emember those dayyyss oh hsc what have you done to me.

#400

 A LOT of good things has happened this past week including THE RETURN OF MY INTERNET WOOOOOOO and legal results-my first 90% in the hsc course- double woooo.This term has reallllyy been such an eventful term so far, everything's happening japanese exchange students, school carnivals, valentines day, sporting tournaments, practicing for talent quest and in amongst all that excitement  i've been having the most exams i've ever had in a term, already done three and half yearlies havent even begun yetttt.I think for legal it was the first time i've actually worked hard, i had to make notes out of my notes...all that hard work gone in 5minutes... worth it though.

 Was at parra the other day going home and was rushing up the stairs this prick just sees me coming and stands in the way "oh sorry didn't see you there", if he didnt move i would've just walked straight into him anyways, and i recognise him. Hes the guy i see at blacktown sometimes he literally like a pedo/pervert? when he gets of the train he like literally feels girls up and like gropes their butt, it's really awkies/uncomfortable to watch. THAT IS SEXUAL HARASSMENT SIR/bogan.

One other thing i really should stop swearing, i got kicked off the bus for it last time ehhhhh.

The term's going pretty fast I'm enjoying it so far :)
its so hard to get a good mark in a test but so easy to get a bad one...

I had so many things blog about this week but the internet in my home kinda died three days ago so now I'm at the library doing my assignment T_T might be going sisters place on the weekend to use the Internet. I have a lot to talk about but since I only have 2hours here and my iPod battery is dying it'll have to wait :) in the mean time call/text me if you need anything :D fuuuu I want to use the internetttt :(

how lucky are the people without exams before half yearliess fuuuuu whereas I have 3 exams, and then after having studied those i have to study those SAME SUBJECTS AGAIN for the half yearlies. OMG this week how am i going cope, 3 core homework for advanced and ext 1 eng and my legal assesss arrghhhh kill me now. I would blog more but NO TAIIMEEE.

I can't even go to any outings or dance classes or anything for the next 4 weeksss. Only place i'll be going is...the library. Fun times. Anyone care to join me? :]

starting work/assignmenting is the biggest milestone, but after that when i'm actually doing it time seems to go by so fastt... ONE MORE DAY TO STUDY LEGAL jia you! and also need to do my adv eng belonging core homework which is also due on mondayyy ehhh, i think i can do 1000 words of bs pretty fast :) jia yao to everyone who is already begining to get assessment like me! 8D

It's autumn >:) which means longg panntss yayyy, todays weather was disgustingly humid though. Even after it rained it was soooo hot. Those awkward situations when your friend forgets to/ doesn't introduce you do his friends whom you don't know and once he does, doesn't try to involve the third person so he/she is left awkwardly sitting there like >:(  at least when i intro people i try to make it as least awkies as possible :] anywayyysss yes need to do my belonging essayss and legal.

sentimental thoughts. VERY deep probably won't even be able to understand lolol
initials of primary school.

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