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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Subconscious fear of losing teeth.

I have a confession to make guys, i may be subconsciously afraid of losing teeth. I have recurring dreams every so often of my teeth falling out. In last night's dream i remember touching my teeth and they'd kindof come out with a sickening suctioning type of feel. I don't really know how to describe it, but you'll know what i mean if you've had teeth removed because of braces.... yeah. Then i remember spitting onto my hand and little chunks of teeth would come out with it. Yellowing of teeth also happens in dreams, but falling out of teeth seems the recurring motif. My subconscious is so paranoid, I think i'll visit the dentist sometime... I also used to have pretty bad breath, but now that im older it's kindof gone, maybe 5 years of constantly chewing gum has paid off HAHAH

SO there was that dream and in a dramatic change of events, i also dreamt that i got into my first preference at UNSW. I was preeeeety happy, maybe is a sign aswell :D:D:D:D plz let me dream come true (excuse me for the corniness)

i bet everyone is going to blog about the heat today, i'll simply give it a mention while i sit under my aircon to mark this special 42degree day. In conclusion, yes it was hot, and yep i ended up going to the library to hibernate with my mate. Ended up spontaneously spending $30 at man to man who were having a closing down sale. FML going out and not spending money is almost paradoxical :/ was in the hunt for places with vacancies, but ended up losing money instead :( FML you know what i hate? being on the cusp of turning 18. Can't join a gym by myself, can't get my own youth allowance and today the freakin morning glory guy wouldnt accept my resume because i'm only 17, should've lied and said i was 18 :( Oh well seems like they only hire 1. fobs 2. people who cant speak english properly 3. koreans. I am none of the listed :(

Yeah i thought $50 pocketmoney a week was a lot, pfttt now that schools out it's nothing, lunch and dinner and BAM! money gone. Need to survive another 2 months until uni...

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