#300- angsty post.

had i have had time to post and had you have visited on tuesday you would have seen a very very very big rage post about legal. BUT i've had the week to deep and meaningfully reflect that my atar is not down the drain from a single test in a single subject. SO i can jstu say i've learnt my mistakes EVEN THOUGH i didnt 5k of research it's coooool now i know what not to do next time, and thats studying loljk. But morale did go down the drain and im still a bit devo. Now wasnt't that nice (: im sure everyone would appreciate reading this than a mini rage essay, but i do say, when i reading some old rage posts are kinda interesting.

On another note godamnit the weather is so bipolar, kinda like a moody adolescent teenager. last week i went from singlet to jumper, and sun to rain and now im sweating from every orafice on my body. ANd fuuarr summer, hate summer clothing theres like so little choice shorts, singlet/ t-shirt. That's it, summer fashion is so borings. And i kinda feel self concious wearing singlets out, iunno maybe because i associate it with fat, beer bellied bogans who are oh so common around blacktown, or those tb filos with their vans, rolled up jeans, snap back and denim shorts? BUt chyeah it's just so hot out i end up wearing them anyway, only thing is i don't want to show my arms because they're like so thin >.> compared to those people who wear singlets just to show their muscles, products from intense gyming and roids. And i literalyl see guys go to their mates and say 'you mirin brah' whilst flexing in front of a mirror. not homo at all guys. such is life at blacktown. Also you know i used to only ever wear t shirts because i thought singlets were pointless since it'd just be like a shirt wihtout the sleeves? then i wore singlet for the first time last summer lolol and it felt like 3x cooler :3

AND THEN THE YEAR 7's, shouting and like spit flying around my freaking face while on the arvo bus playing some full contact game. From my perspective they were huddling and pushing onto each other in a massive orgy like manner whilst screaming and yelling in high pitched voices. Quite disturbing i do say, and the shouting and yelling with pre pubescent little boys and girls falling on me. i can see why seniors dislike juniors, i always thought "hey give them a chance, we were like them aswell" but WERE WE REALLY, if we were then the verbal and (slight) physical abuse given to us when we were in year 7 was well justified. Our grade is too nice, to the point where we have no authority and year 7's fearlessly physically intrude on senior personal bubbles. OH well they're grow up into high school hardened veterans where all their happiness is slowly degraded into a life of study and procrastination in my case :D

ANd wtf is with girra sport, we hardly ever go to other schools/vs other schools in sport, and we dont even get to PICK what sport we do. And this is why we arent that great at sport. We're so sheltered away from the rest of the selective cohort. I mean i nsg has a dance team who perform at australian dance competition adn they have a rowing club! how awesome is that and they participate in inter school comps. But i guess, funds are an issue aswell i mean we're ahving enough trouble getting aircon :L:L and we may not even have a tennis team, since the organiser is retirng this year zooommgggg i was going to try out this yearr ffffsss.

WInter come back pl0x
most random post evar i know.

BEST NIGHT EVAR.

most asians i've seen in one place at one time. SOOO many people like at least 40k+ and the girl to guy ration was like 10 to 1 ;) twas good though im easily able to see above peoples' heads. SO OMG i saw snsd in real life brahhh they're so much hotter in real life and tiffany homg how cute. But seriously BEAST was just amazing they really go the whole stadiumm buzzing everyone started raving in seats :D.Highlights were basically all of beast's songs- shock, FICTION, beautiful and kara's step then probably SNSD's the boys/ gee just seeing them (Y)(Y) and NO GUISE they are not like fully plastic or ugly irl. There are some crazy fans that literally woke uup at 5am to go airport to see snsd for like 5 seconds. God evn im not that crazy, i'd only do that if i was guaranteed a signature. Oh and then MYCHONNY when he came to ANZ stadium at around 4ish all the crazy fangirls just swarmed him FUUARR only got tosee his hair lmfao, but it really is amazing what internet can do. I mean he's just like any of us just another fob chinese guy, 3 years ago he was a NOBODY just like us, and now he gets worshipped and swarmed with crazy fans who run up to him and pull his hair/ shove their cameras right in their face and like molest him or some shit. Then theres my mate who i swear is so lucky won tix to the concert and saw chonny coming from where he was standing and gave him a high 5 :O

LOL casually eating his noggi ice cream like a bawwss whilst getting photographically raped. He had to like run into this area with gates lol. P.S. JK ent staff are pretty hot, just saying lol.

 Krispy KREME donughttss haven't had them in sooo long that extremely fattening sugar glazed EXPENSIVE taste explosion in your mouth. Taste so noooiiice. and yes those are binoculars ^_^ gotta be prrepared yaknow, and i wasnt the only one :P:P

 

 THis was like 3 hours before the concert. Asian asian asian asian.

 YEP this is a good representation of the guy to girl ration loooool

OH YEAH and the female toilet lines OMG LOOOOOOL i thought it was like an event or some shit where there was a crowd forming and then i joined the end of the line to weird looks until i realised it was the toilet line trololol. I swear it was like bending in alls orts of directions uhm what if you're busting to pee like seriously if you were at the end of the line you'd have to wait like 30mins no jokke... Advantages of being a guy :D

THe aftermath:
Girl 1: OMG yoseob LOOKED at me MY LIFE IS COMPLETE Aaascaiosjd!@ASC
Girl 2: OH MA GOOOD are you freaking serious omg sooo lucky...

On a completely unrelated note. today year 12s signed out of high school so that means WE ARE OFFICIALLY THE HIGHEST GRADE we;ve made it to the top guys ;O we have less than 1 year of skewwll. BUt i just realised post hsc everyone's turned 18 and are out partying while i'll still be freaking underage probably sitting on my ass at home while everyone is out clubbing/partying FML. LOL idc someone smuggle me in, i dont want to be left ouuttt.

AND OMG ipod screen completely died today. GG 2years ipod :( ah wells i just play oon shuffle now (Y)

yusss.

Yes this requires a brand new post. SO UM like snsd and 4minute are in the SAME vicinity of sydney as mee woooooooooo. WOw i remember when i first ordered the tickets it was like ageessa ageeess months away and it's already tomorrow! lol i can say the same about the legal assessment. So today asian kids all around sydney jigged school to see the arrival of kpop stars lmfao and i saw a few of them on fancams HOMG its so weird to see them in sydney lol.

Devo that i have no camera D: shitty phone camera ftw.

HSC assessment #1 + 11:11 11/11/2011

K so today was legal assessment it just dawned on me that it DIRECTLY AFFECTS YOUR ATAR :O:O Went okay i guess i was writing onto the 6th page but zomg i still had a point to make, paragraph to write and the conclusion to write and there was TWO MINUTES LEFT HOMG. SO i quickly wrote the conclusion and half a paragraphhhh, argghh could have written another PAGE on it. fuuaaarrr. I was so worried about legal that i MISSED 11:11 11/11/2011 T_T_T When i woke up today i was all like woots woots yayer kpop music fest tomorrow then i was like oh fkkk i have a legal hsc assessment today dont I. BUt now that's over, at least i ahve something to look forward too wooo, pumped. SO pumped that it deserves a new post :) should really start english core hw and do ancient, mehhhh

Girraween life of a senior :D

HOMG sif rain for 5minutes just as im getting off my bus to go home :(:( sif drench books, get laptop wet and turn umbrella inside out :(

How am i going to survive summer double period of ancient lessons, cant even concentrate just feel like sleeeep it was a lonnngg afternoon today.

My dad is such a pmsing dramaqueen i swear, makes such a big deal out of everything hes sucpicious because i get home 30minutes later because i go to the libray. It's funny because i've exploited the "studying at library" excuse soooo many times to go out and jig or w/e but when i actually legit go to the library he gets suspicious lmfao asian parents i swwaarrreee.

Modern history homework marathon (Y)

So our senior/year 12 study room got a microwave oven + kettle and i brought rice yesterday just to test out the microwave x] cool kid i am. Oh and heappss of people are bringing cup noodles/coffee/tea to school because we have boiling water now trololol, juniors be jellayy?? all we need now is an aircon (: but at least our grade has contributed to the senior study room (Y) but seriously the chilled filtered bubbler that we have is likeee heaveenn in summer. Props to the year 12s of 2008 who got it for us :) only thing is, we should've gotten microwave/kettle in winter when hot water/ warming up of food would have been greatly greatly appreciated.

yeah body is being a fagget and made me wake up at 7 again D:
On a good note, productive day yesterday for once ^_^ 1400 word legal essay written, now i just need to cut down 400 words and practice practice practice, yayzzz for not leaving it to the last minute.
oh yeah something cool and completely random.
I buried a time capsule in my backyard in year 4. It was an assignment that my sister gave me lololol i had to like write a letter and put it into a container thing along with memorable things from the time that a year 4 boy generally would like etc. I don't remember what i wrote but i remember that i put in a yugi-oh card and a magazine dmag or something. LOL vintage man i'll go dig it up in 50 years and sell it all >:D That was almost 8 years aggo :O

YES i can totally imagine me in an apartment in the city watching dramas all night and eating asian snacks with a significant other. Can't wait for those uni days.

Okay time to get dressed for skewwwllll.
P.S. MUSIC FEST THIS WEEKKEEENNDD WWOOOOOOOOO

Breast cancer awareness day (: + random ramblings.

okay first of all: random shizzz about me. (mostly flaws lol)
- i do not know how to frown. i can only scrunch my nose in a feeble attempt at frowning. It's not like a practice in the mirror or anything :)
- I don't know how to whistle
- I can't roll my tongue D:D:
- I can never remember how to spell bureau -> i had to look that up. Whenever i get stats from Australian Bureau of statistics then i type it up in my notes the spelling ranges from bearu bereu burau buereu maybe i'm just retarded. :( and sometime spellchecker can't even recognise it.
- WHy so much awareness for breast cancer but not really that much awareness for prostate? I think it's because guys are more conservative/ less open about problems with the prostate region? LOLa guy's mentality is more like "nah nah i'm fine theres nootthinngg wrong with me" yeah that's wat we'd all say if like the government started promoting free prostate checkups.
- And i also bought a pink ribbon :D seriously for a prostate cancer initiative they should totally sell ribbons in the shape of balls i'd totally buy like 50 trolololol. YES i know balls arent prostate but w/e close enough
- We still havent got our reports yet even though it's completely meaningless and no one gives a shit, but that is exactly why i want my report because it doesnt mean shit :D and i can look at my failures that don't mean much anyways.
- Weeks go by so fast holidays in 6 weeks only, SUMMER HOLIDAYS woots beach anyone? ;D brb learnign how to swim :D

SO today was pink day to support breast cancer. and i was wearing a pink cardigan (as you do) into blacktowna and getting strange looks left and right and i got the finger from some leb bogan with that disgusting bogan cut where the head is shaved at the front and the back is a massive bush it's horrible. Seriously just cut it off arrghhh, i seriously feel so tempted just to get a shaver and shave it all off, yeah than get gang bashed. BUT anywaiizz that was when i realised iw as still wearing a pink cardi, lol i'm so ruthless I quickly took it off :) I was going to buy long pink socks and roll up my school pants, but i forgoottt.

Quite a random posttt kbye doing legal essayy.

Procrastination Does many things.

LEgal assessment next week, already written 2000 worth of reasearch notes yayyerrr :).
What procrastination does.

 Goodbye real ipod earphones it's been a good 2 years :(

WHy are my arms so tannneed compared to my normal skin colour :O:O

宫-锁心玉

just finished yesterday!!!!(:(:(: (Y)(Y)  like best drama evarrrrr.
freaking watched the last ish scene sooo many times fengshao feng is a realllyy good actor, everytime i watch it it's still sadddd. Probably the saddest scene ive seen in an asian drama. Lol probably because i used to only watch korean dramas :L

AND THE LAST LAST SCENE homg sweetest sceennee evvarrrrrr.

Yang mi, tong liya :3

lol soz for picture spams x] but im never going to forget this drama heheh. anyone care to watch it again with me? >:P

on another note, wooooooo sleep in tmr 2 hours laters, thanks for striking or w/e you teacher are doing (Y)